Journal Entry: Nothing is Random…

Nothing is random.

Natural Disasters are not random, nor are they chaotic.

Let us look at the Hurricane as an example.

It is actually not a “thing” at all,  it is a term that defines the result or product of many different atmospheric and terrestrial elements in a juxtaposition in the same climate in an anomalous manner, at the exact same time, in perfect unity.

Hurricanes have no will of their own. It must follow the course laid out by the culmination of the decisive “raw” elements. Continue reading

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Journal Entry: My Mind is Blown…but in a not in a good way. This is ultimately disturbing and is breaking my heart….

http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/news/4203460/Schools-ban-children-making-best-friends.html

You can’t take LIFE out of Living.

Are we robots or cyborgs?

We, as people, can not be sheltered from pain and/or loss. Loss is a part of living; a part of the universe. Stars burn out, animals kill each other, pets die, and family members pass away. None of this can be stopped, nor should it be.  It is the cycle of life; learning to deal with loss is a great life lesson.

Let’s follow the logic of the UK teachers out further: Armed with this logic we can surmise that parents should not be allowed to privately raise their children. What if one or both died?  The children would suffer deep emotional  pain or damage, especially if the children had deep, bonded attachments with their parents. Instead risking the possibility of disrupting the current and projected emotional well-fare of the children, we should be raise all children by a group or panel of unbiased and detached, non-familial adults; a mosaic of those who like children and those who don’t like children (wouldn’t want to tip the scales in any one’s favor).

We will create better individuals if we constantly engage them in directed and choreographed group with well established goals and expectations.  What is good for the Goose is good for the Gander.

Equality = Fairness! (mobs of the entitled, unrealistic cheer and shout)

…wait I don’t think it does…what?

This flies in the face of the current psychology that says infants who don’t attach to parents or a care taker as soon as possible are much more likely to have emotional damage and makes it very difficult for them to attach to individuals as they get older.

Everyone needs a best friend(s)! Everyone needs someone to be intimate with, to share secrets and the most vulnerable parts of their heart.

Intimacy is the chewy, center of life, without it life would be a cold, detached, and unfulfilled existence.  Even in a unilateral group dynamics, the LOSS of our Identity can bring severe depression, rebellion, angst, rage, and etc.

So there has to be a judgment here,  is the LOSS of an intimate B(est) F(riends) F(orver) relationship is greater than the LOSS of a child’s Identity and Individuality?

A group dynamic limits the amount of information you know about anyone person in said group.  One has to spend quality one-on-one time with another person to learn more about their personality, philosophies, and passions.

If this philosophy/psychology catches hold, the world will become nothing more than a giant Masquerade ball, where no ones knows whom they are dancing with them…only that they are dancing with a person and they like the other’s persons masque.  Because if this happens we will all have to wear the same masque and we will all have to be of the opinion that that masque is the only masque that exists, or needs to exist.

I will encourage my children to have best friends and teach them how to be intimate with others, just as Christ is teaching me to be intimate with Him.  Amen.

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Christian Artist: Painter Jacob Cecil and “Reflections of Redemption and the Trinity”.

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Art, the Artist, and the Christian Artist…

Art: 

a reflection of personal experiences or perceived experiences.

It is the quintessential expression of our essence, the status of our inward selves.  It is how we share and interact with our environment.  This is why a million people can experience the same event and there can be so many variations in the retelling.  The deviations are so different that some may wonder if they all had the same experience; the shades of grey are from one spectrum to the other.  (Having said that, just because something is true, it doesn’t make it Truth.)

The Artist:

The eccentric, misunderstood marionette of the breathtaking, enigmatic images that resonant and transcend spatial and imaginative limitations. (a common perception)

These are inferences that can be observed in everyday interactions with people.  Consider the heaviness of depression that hangs on every outlet of expression. The depressed may smile but the weight of their burden causes heavy, distracted brush strokes that paint a frown on their soul.

Every thought, deed, or spoken word is the offspring of our personal philosophy and worldview, the expression of Art is no different.

Art is not a separate nor delineated persona from ourselves; we can only reflect or refract what we have allowed to be within our souls.  An artist can’t paint a horrifying masterpiece and be without tormenting deviations and perversions.  We can only vividly express what is deep within us.

Jesus tells us in Mark 7:15, “There is nothing from without the man, that going into him can defile him; but the things which proceed out of the man are those that defile the man.” (ASV)

Conventional logic would say that if you use Art as medium to express those murderous rages then you won’t enact those feelings or thoughts in real time, but remember that the animal that you feed the most becomes the strongest.

“Inside of me there are two dogs.
The black dog is mean and tries to talk me into making the wrong choices.
The white dog is good and encourages me to make the right choices.
The black dog fights the white dog all day.
When asked by the friend which dog wins, the elder reflected for a moment and replied;
The one I feed the most.”  (Native American Adage)

The Christian Artist:  

The misunderstood, misguided, and pitied soul who seems destined to dirty their fluffy white tail in experiential sin to try and add spice to their vanilla, religious endeavors. (a common perception)

Think about the disparity between the two seemingly similar vocations, Artist and Christian Artist. The latter nearly brings a chuckle to your lips. “What would a Christian Artist really have to paint, draw, or write about?”

Art is created from the depths of our experiences, from the cliffs of insanity to the mountains of great contentment.  It is carved in granite with the callused hands of a well-worn life.  What does a Christian know about ‘real’ life or ‘real’ experiences since they live shelter lives within the confines of ancient superstition?

The validity of Christian grief, pain, and disappointment  is somehow sneered at as self-inflicted due to our dogmas  and our contentment, joy, and passionate pursuits are written off has hallow and superstitious nonsense.

Non-Christians don’t care about Christian Art or dismiss it as Drawing of an Arian Jesus with soft white sheep in a dreamy pastoral setting, unfortunately this is not the main hurdle the Christian Artists are facing.  The barrier that is blocking the legitimacy of this vocation is Stigma within our own ranks.

I would like my Christian readers to think again  about the connotations that were conjured up when you read the words ‘Christian Artist’.

Do you know some Christian Artist?  What comes to your mind?

Do you think about how talented they are, or are you thinking about lax standards and indulgence in ‘freedoms’, all for the sake of their Art?

Over the last 20 years of my Christian life I have known a great many Christian Artist.  They were mainly Musicians and “Evangelists”(Preaching is an Art form that I will discuss later).

They lacked discipline and dedication to Christianity.  They seemed to live, speak, and act in ways that were not Christian at all.  It was as if they felt they could not be burdened with the yoke of Christianity or their Art would suffer; a Quasi-Bohemian philosophy, used by both the Artist and the Christian community.

James 1:8 says, “A double mined man is unstable in all their ways.”

The twisted logic is that, ‘the influence of their Art justifies their lifestyle.’  This lifestyle is a direct rejection of the essence of Christianity: living in intimacy with Christ, having a relationship that takes you further toward Christ (the Light) not away from Him.  But the popularity of their interpretation supersedes any doctrinal or philosophical disparity with Scripture or Dogmas.

How can we speak Truth about Christ if we are never in an intimate relationship with Him? Or can you become more enlightened about God and Truth by performing acts and speech that caused a need for Christ to be crucified, again?  Can you find the voice of Truth by engaging in the habitual rhetoric of indulgence and lies?

The idea that unrestricted experiences bring more enlightenment is absolutely not true.  Yet, the Christian Artist may feel that if they limits their experience then they is limiting the depth of their  interpretation.

The thought process is that if you bring discipline and structure upon an artistic vision you will snuff out the passion and expression like a smoking candle. Solomon gives us some great advice on this very topic.

Ecc 2:10 And whatever my eyes desired I did not keep from them; I did not withhold my heart from any joy; for my heart rejoiced in all my labor, and this was my part of all my labor. 
Ecc 2:11 Then I looked on all the works that my hands had done, and on the labor that I had labored to do; and, behold, all is vanity and vexation of spirit; and there is no profit under the sun. 
Ecc 2:12 And I turned to behold wisdom, and madness, and folly; for what can the man do who comes after the king, when they have already done it? 
Ecc 2:13 Then I saw that wisdom excels folly, as far as light excels darkness. (King James Version)

One doesn’t need to experience unmitigated sexual escapades to understand lust and pleasure.  One only needs to embrace Love to know that the former two expressions are meaningless with out it.

One doesn’t need to willfully subject themselves to darkness and pain to understand depravity and grief. One only needs to experience a moment with the Light of the world to know that darkness and pain have no illumination.

Darkness can never illuminate  or make any subject more clarion; it is by nature confusing and indecipherable…because it is hiding what is really there.  It only leads further down an endless corridor of shadows of things that might or might not exist.

The seductive aspect of lust and pleasure, darkness and depravity are as confusing as they are temporal, and usually offer immediate gratification or some similitude of release.  Their ‘beauty’ is disfigured and you can only see it when you bring it into the Light.

The passion and expression of Art should be married to discipline and grounded philosophy.  Artists should not have to create alternate experiences.  They should be able to use their talent, passion, and training to create/find beauty in their environment.

There is no need to look for Light.  Jesus is the Way, Truth, and the Life.  He is the Light of the World and the more intimate we become with Him the more Truth and Light is illuminated.

John 14:6 Jesus said to him, I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life; no one comes to the Father but by Me. 
John 14:7 If you had known Me, you would have known My Father also. And from now on you know Him and have seen Him.
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John 8:12  Then Jesus spoke again to them, saying, I am the Light of the world. He who follows Me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life. 

The Christian Artist should be well-studied in the Word, well-acquainted with Jesus (Relationship), and fluent in their medium of expression.  If either one of those elements is missing then it will be apparent in their interpretation and/or they daily lives, which in time will become visible in their expressions.

Is it important for the Body of Christ, the Christian Church, to begin to view Christian Artists will a higher regard?  Yes.  Because a picture, a painting, or poem can illuminate Truth in a way that cannot always be presented from the pulpit, a sermon, or even a book.  It is equally important that Christian Artists behave in a manner that is deserving of respect and honor.

It seems counter-intuitive to promote a Christian Artist’s label, as opposed to simply calling us Artists, but I am being intentional. I am making a distinction because I think that the paradigm within the Body of Christ needs to be adjusted. The conventional Christian wisdom alludes that Truth can only be expressed from certified/ordained “Ministers”, “Preachers”, or “Leadership” in the form of a book or pulpit sermon.

A sermon is a well-crafted, scripture laden speech. It is an art form as both the writing and the oration of the sermon are derived from artistic talents and giftings.  It is hard to find people who will listen to a preacher who is not ‘anointed’ or that doesn’t speak to them.  It is because they have allowed themselves to be used as a vessel or oracle of God, they are a conduit of Truth. Isn’t that what an artist is, a conduit?

Does one Art form have more validity than another, especially if the same scriptures and Truth are being revealed?  No.  Art is an expression of Truth, and God is Truth.  He is also perpetually creative and creating in a innumerable of ways.

God uses our sensory perceptions to interact with us.  He visits us in Dreams, speaks to our hearts and minds, shows us visions, gives us poetry and songs (Psalms), and etc.

Why can’t a Christian paint a dream-scape or vision and have it be just as revered as a 30-minute sermon on Heaven?  If both are structurally accurate and both Christian Artists are intimately involved with Jesus, is there any difference?

What would happen if Non-verbal Art (Drawings, Paintings, Photographs, written Poetry and Prose) brought sinners to repentance, the heart-broken to intimacy, and the spiritually barren to spiritual fulfillment?
What if the Gospel was presented in a manner that transcends spoken words?

What if there were Paintings that not only revealed an image of Truth, but an innate discourse of Truth in its very essence?

What if a Poem was so layered and  imbued with alluded scriptures and philosophical Truth that every time you read it, the very core of your soul was shaken and renewed?

There doesn’t have to be any wondering.  The Christian Artist is here.

I have the great honor of unveiling a collection of 3 amazing paintings by a local Christian Artist, Jacob Cecil, on my next post. This collection is called, “Reflections of Redemption and the Trinity.” So, stay tuned, that  post should be up sometime this week.


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WPPI Vegas: a week in review

20120222-180906.jpg (I absolutely love this picture. So many airplane pictures are taken from the back of the wing, at least the ones I have taken. I wanted this to have a different perspective and focus more on the landscape. One of my favorite airplane pics to date.)

Last Sunday I boarded a Las Vegas bound plane to attend the WPPI (Wedding and Portrait Photographers International) Conference. I  was just one of 16,000 photographers.  I was not really impressed with the city of  Las Vegas.  It was brimming with casinos, booze, smoke, and vices.  I would like to say to all those who were handing out smutty cards, “No thank you, I ACTUALLY LIKE women.”

This is my first time to WPPI. I have been a professional wedding photographer for 4 years. Nina and I reached point in our business where we could go no further on our own. We wanted to go to some conferences and find some inspiration. The Jill Lafleur Workshop in Maui was the first step in our re-evaluation and intent to connect to other successful professionals.  We had come a long way in four years, but still have a long way to go. Continue reading

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Journal Entry: The Emotional Juggling Act…

I said that Phase II, Wes the Author,was coming, and it is, but it has been delayed longer than I expected.  I hoped to have something for people to critique last month.  Life has a way of dictating choices and emotional leakage can cause a blur to the reality of time; there are not enough hours in a day.  This is the ground floor of what I desire to become, so I need to make sure the foundation is more than solid. I need to make sure that it can sustain devastating blows as well as enormous success.

I realized that I have neglected certain areas in my life that then lead to negligence to other areas; those related areas and unrelated areas in the same right.

I will not go to deeply in to those short comings but they mainly have to do with my core values and my heart.  I have been impersonating Ulysses and the Sirens are calling my name.  So I am ordering myself to, “tie me to the mast of this old ship and point it home.” (Josh Garrels, “Ulysses”)
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Journal Entry: Lightning has struck twice…

I am distraught!

I am missing a journal…the journal…the journal that has the “Acquainted with Grief II” in it.  This is the second time that I have written Part II.

I thought it would be really easy to write Part II after I penned “Acquainted with Grief Part I” so quickly.  But the first time I wrote Part was after months of being uninspired.  Then I caught inspiration at our local poetry group.  I wrote it on the backs of the critiques from my fellow poets. After I wrote it I put it somewhere conspicuous, but when I went back to find the pages they couldn’t be found.  It took me months to get back the inspiration/courage to tackle it again.

The second time I attempted was on a flight to Maui over a week.  I used my new Moleskin journal.  I spent several hours pour out liquid heart on to empty pages, as we glided over the Pacific Ocean.  Today I went to look for that new Journal and it is nowhere to be found, like it never existed…like I was dreaming and got rudely awakened, never to finish the incredible story line; no matter how many nights I have lucid dreams.

It is like it keeps getting lost in a parallel universe, or that some poetry gnome has an obsession with my Part II, or that I am not supposed to write it at this time…maybe it is meant for a later date and I haven’t found the right voice.  As if it has its own will and will only allow itself to be unveiled at a time of its choosing.

I am really bummed but tomorrow I am going to scour all of our luggage.  If I don’t find it, then I will call the United Airlines lost and found, the Alamo Rental car lost and found, and the cottage where we stayed for 8 days.

I could care less about the journal but the content is irreplaceable; I am not sure that I have a 3rd interpretation of Part II right now.

The loss is devastating.

Imagine that you reach in to your soul pull a small piece of it out, bringing it  in to the world to share with everyone.  Now imagine that it has been stolen and tossed into oblivion, off the cliffs of insanity, by the most heinous villain ever.

The villain’s maniacal laughter echoes through missing piece of my soul, as I watch the it float to the merciless crashing breakers…

…Do I jump and try to save it?

…Do I run down the treacherous path and save what the breakers don’t obliterate?

…Do I push the heinous villain over the edge (as if I know who or what it is…it may be myself)?

…Do I forget about it and do the 3rd re-write?

…Do I forget about it all together?

Can my heart take the pain of the possibly of losing it gain, or can I find the courage to try…one more time???

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